IS IT A SIN TO QUESTION ONE's FAITH...?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD...?  HOW DEEP IS YOUR UNDERSTANDING REGARDING YOUR FAITH...?    because if your FAITH is as shallow as the kind of faith  that " T H E Y " had TORTURED and KILLED TENS OF MILLIONS OF PEOPLE for,  that " T H E Y " had FORCEFULLY and SYSTEMATICALLY through FEAR and ABSOLUTE POWER and AUTHORITY ,  "brainwashed and planted" inside our ancestors' and our minds for tens and hundreds of years..., THEN   you must WAKE UP and THINK AGAIN... I am urging all of you to INTELLECTUALLY REEXAMINE YOUR FAITH.
correct me if i am wrong. most and maybe ALL of christian faiths had originated mainly  from Roman Catholic teachings and beliefs...

I KNOW GOD IS TRUE....GOD IS INSIDE ME AND INSIDE ALL OF US...WE ALL JUST HAVE TO " T R U L Y " FIND HIM....ENDLESSLY.   I do not need a religion, or church, or a person, or an object or a book filled with unverified stories/history to tell me who GOD is...(this is where/when bad things happen...when we allow objects, people, organizations interfere and influence our personal relationship with GOD. because "people" have personal agendas...most of the times, they use faith to deceive in order for them to attain their personal selfish goals...)




GOD is there when I met my wife...GOD is there when I first saw my son...GOD is there each and every time the three of us are having wonderful loving times just enjoying each other's company.
But GOD was not there inside those persons who had caused tens of millions of people to die... Jews...Ukrainians...Russians...soldiers...civilians...
GOD was not there inside those persons who caused wars resulting to the deaths and sufferings of tens of millions of people...GOD is not there inside those persons who allow or do not do anything to stop the famine or help ease the hunger happening in Africa and other parts of the world...GOD is not there inside those who murdered, raped and kidnapped innocent people...GOD is not there inside politicians, religious leaders, businessmen and executives who shamelessly deceive us in order for them to GAIN MUCH POWER AND AUTHORITY  so they will live luxurious lives but in exchange resulting to so much burden that we the 99% are helplessly shouldering...
MY GOD WILL NOT ALLOW THESE EVIL THINGS TO HAPPEN ALL AROUND US JUST TO PROVE THAT HE EXIST AND THAT HE HAS A PURPOSE... NO... MY GOD WILL NOT DO THAT...-nelsonmagana(ONESTRENGTH)







TO ALL WORLD LEADERS:  STOP ALL WARS...IT IS NOT YOU AND YOUR FAMILIES WHO ARE SUFFERING.